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I really have to stop thinking so much... But I guess that's what happens when  your entire social life is at school. Time just goes by so fast... I can still remember my first day of High School... Now, I'm graduating in a few months. But anyway... Back to what I was saying. Don't ever waste your tears on someone who just wasted your time. Time is precious, time won't slow down for anyone. Just remember that. One day the person you wasted your tears on will come to a sudden realization that you were the one that made them happy, while they just used you. If they don't know what they have now, then they're idiots, and they are obviously unwor

Okay... So I'm not sure how I'm feeling right now... I'm just like... I'm sad, but I'm not... I want to see you, but I don't. I'm upset, but I'm not. I'm happy, but I'm pissed. there's something wrong!! Why Can't I figure it out?! I can't smile right now... Nothing can make me smile! Well... He can make me smile, just by saying 'hi' to me... but I just don't know!! I need help! I feel like I'm some kind of emotionless zombie!

Like i said earlier, i was pissed because i cant feel the way i do. Well I was told something a lot worse earlier, so now I'm just a mess. I hate guys! I fucking hate them do fucking much!!! They just hurt me! Why do you guys let me think I can have you, then say 'oh I'm taken. Sorry' why in the right mind do you fucking do that?! I'm over here with a crushed and broken heart and you're over there wondering why the hell I'm crying, and trying not to hurt you like you did to me? I cry in silence when i see you. i freaking put on the fakest smile for you. I let you think you had no effect on me, but deep down you know you did. deep down, you kn